The best feeling in the world, when you are letting all your walls down, you don't listen to your insecurities anymore, and you just JUMP!
You are expressing every word that comes to your mind the way it is, no processing, no editing, you just say it. you are not afraid of sounding stupid, clingy, or simply desperate, because he will understand what you are saying exactly, he will not misinterpret, he will not interrupt you with a but, and you know the one listening to you is everything you have ever wanted in a man, he is everything you have ever looked for, and hoped to exist in one person. And although you are probably doing the riskiest thing you have ever done in your life, jumped the biggest distance, yet you have never felt safer before, because you know that after that magnificent fall, he will catch you!
What's life without someone to obsess about? Think about day and dream about night? Steal every moment you can spare to hear his voice, and count the days till you see his face?
Nothing seems too much anymore. There can never be too much time spent talking on the phone with him, too much thinking about stuff that we are going to do together, too much money spent on the perfect gift for him, too much jealousy that makes me shut off myself from the world, and makes him my only friend, too much obsession that will stop me from looking at his pictures all day long, or too much love that I should stop expressing mine to him.
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